Thanksgiving and other stuff...

So, Thanksgiving came and went this year.. and while I would usually be unpacking holiday decorations, I was packing them.

This makes me sad, and irritated at the same time.

Sad, because this is 11 years worth of house I'm having to go through.. give things to Amvets, sell things, throw things away....going through memories...

Irritated, because this is comfortable to me.. it's been my comfort for the past 11 years... and now I have to get used to something else...and if you know me... I HATE change.  Seriously, HATE it.  ew ew ew.  Things are just going to be so different... I'm going back to renting... a really small place I can afford.. I wont have my dogs... I'm losing everything that gave me comfort.

But, lets look at this....

This COULD be a new start... a start fresh.... starting over.... I remember when I was 18, I took the leap and moved out of my parents house.  I was scared, but I did it... and then I didn't have anything but a bed and a tv to my name.  I didn't even have a car.. but I did it.  I just got jobs I could walk to.

So, I'm crossing my fingers that I will be happy.. that this will give me the fresh start I need and I'll leave these bad memories behind and start making new, happy ones.

I apologize for not taking more time to blog.. but as you can see... I've been busy with the new job and trying to pack everything....

xo
Alexa