Beginning

A new year, and a new begining for me. I'm starting fresh. This is what I'm telling myself!!

A new place, a new job, a new me. I know everyone says they are going to start working out.. but I am... I actually started a couple months ago.. just with everything going on here lately, I haven't had time. I'm in an area where I can walk/jog on sidewalks and parks :)

I think I'm going to like it here. It's a big change for me, and we all know how I hate change. However, I'm realizing that I hate it, but it's almost like when I make up my mind, I do things... and don't think twice about it--change or not. So maybe I don't give myself enough credit for the things I CAN do. I can do anything if I put my mind to it.

I'm also going to start modeling again and dive in... I miss it, and enjoy the time I get to spend shooting. I miss interacting with my fans/friends and I miss the photographers! OH, and the extra cash it brought in, even if just a little.

I have been struggling... I have a job now, but being unemployed for 6 months really brought me down and depleted my savings. Thank God I found a job when I did.. I wasn't sure what I was going to do with my money reaching critical amounts. I sometimes feel like nothing goes my way.. but looking back, it's almost like I was given things (like my job) when I would appreciate it more. I'm still struggling, but things are looking up.. and I hope this year will bring happiness and at least let me feel 'settled'.

I'm still applying at other jobs since my job now is just part-time. I just want something to suppliment my income and my seasonal part-time job is about to come to an end. I think I would like to work at the airport... seems it would be fun to me... I posted my resume` on every airline a couple months ago.. I hope they eventually need someone.

Anyway, onto the daily grind I go... I hope everyone had a Happy and Safe New Year!!

Oh, btw, I started a tumblr page... alexakelly.tumblr.com


xo
lex